life
life has made me jaded from time to time...all my experiences..and meeting people...who try and bring the worst out in me.. try and make me think im a bad person even though I don't do anything bad. I am always being judged...everywhere I go ..just for existing..and making decisions..for living life..and yet if I try once to take a chance on someone..they just judge me worse than everyone else. it is really hard to try and live your life free in this world...the more and more and see and hear..the more I realize we are just all slaves..in our own ways.
I always question authority..and it has made my life tough most of the time..maybe I would be somewhere so different right now in my life if I didnt..but that is who I am and life is not so insignificant that you should just let people control you and lie to you. My eyes are open much wider than most peoples...that doesnt make me any happier..just puts more weight on my soul. I want to do something with my life to earn my place as a human because i really feel like most people have not earned there place on this earth until they stop being selfish and start living for today and tomorrow. You can't just sit around and watch your own people starving..and think if you live in a nice apartment and have money..that it will keep you away from the truth..just because you dont see something doesnt make you any less guilty if you know it is going on.
I never pretend to be perfect...and i know most people wont understand me unless they can take the time to try and get to know me. Life is not easy for anyone...but all I know is I am not going to sit around and let life fuck me over..so as usual I will try and fix things the best I can..and always try and improve myself...I maybe will float around and be sad sometimes..but I will never let it get the best of me. All I know is that I never have given up on life..and that there is no truth that shouldnt be spoken..and that truth should always be questioned.. no matter who says it. We are all people and I dont care how much money or power you have...you are not free from judgment when you see the sick and the poor..and just go on pretending to live because you want to follow some ancient ways that got passed down to you from your family..I am alive...and will be til the day I die.
I always question authority..and it has made my life tough most of the time..maybe I would be somewhere so different right now in my life if I didnt..but that is who I am and life is not so insignificant that you should just let people control you and lie to you. My eyes are open much wider than most peoples...that doesnt make me any happier..just puts more weight on my soul. I want to do something with my life to earn my place as a human because i really feel like most people have not earned there place on this earth until they stop being selfish and start living for today and tomorrow. You can't just sit around and watch your own people starving..and think if you live in a nice apartment and have money..that it will keep you away from the truth..just because you dont see something doesnt make you any less guilty if you know it is going on.
I never pretend to be perfect...and i know most people wont understand me unless they can take the time to try and get to know me. Life is not easy for anyone...but all I know is I am not going to sit around and let life fuck me over..so as usual I will try and fix things the best I can..and always try and improve myself...I maybe will float around and be sad sometimes..but I will never let it get the best of me. All I know is that I never have given up on life..and that there is no truth that shouldnt be spoken..and that truth should always be questioned.. no matter who says it. We are all people and I dont care how much money or power you have...you are not free from judgment when you see the sick and the poor..and just go on pretending to live because you want to follow some ancient ways that got passed down to you from your family..I am alive...and will be til the day I die.