Feb 11, 2007 22:29
What I love most about people is that they never cease to fucking amaze me. Really. Anyone who actually knows me knows that whenever I'm going through something, more often than not, I laugh about it. Then, after the fact, I'll deal with it on my own terms and on my own time. Sometimes, if something isn't clicking I might pull some people in to the innerworkings of the problem and show them things, be it text messages, emails, AIM conversations, and whatnot, to see if they can perhaps shed some light I am failing to see. What's funny though, is adding all that up, my sharing, my laughing and perhaps my joke telling turning into me talking about making fun of someone behind their back. Oh do I love telephone games. You know, especially the ones that are a stretch that people take about 120% way past the intended fact of the matter. I make fun of so-and-so, let's say they happen to be black, and sure enough down the line someone assume I hate black people as a result of making fun of someone for different reasons entirely. Those who know me know I'm not like that. I have no problem with saying something to someone in front of their face. You know, to be honest I figure all the mouth-running would have been done, oh, say, a year ago at least? It's also funny when a person happens to not bring it up to me that they feel I treated them wrongly and then gets all pissy about it without really figuring out what's going on. Sure, I'm not 100% like that 100% of the time but if I know someone, hear something or am perhaps affected by it I'll bring it up.
What I'm trying to say is people that run their mouth piss me off. Sometimes I run my mouth and more often than not I get pissed at myself after the fact depending on what was said and if people didn't see it as me joking.
So yeah. People run their mouth. People run their mouth about things they have no understanding of, or rather, things they try not to understand and simply take it out of context because they're fucking stupid. That's right, I think people are dumb. A lot. A lot of people are dumb a lot of the time. Now, people who know me and I associate with and care about know for a fact I don't mean that towards them. Had someone heard me call someone dumb and thought I was talking about them I would prefer if they approached me about it. But no, it seems that is a false hope of mine I have attached myself to.
Drama drama drama. He said this and obviously meant that disregarding the fact it was all taken out of context albeit intentionally or not on my part. Blah blah blah.
Seriously, I had hoped you would have known me well enough. Guess not. So, more or less, have fun living in your clouded misguided little world buying into crap from people you know for a fact do not like me and could care less if I upped and died tomorrow. Really. Don't bitch at about it. It's dumb. They're dumb and I'm beginning to think you're dumb as a result.
There, you can pin point that as the one bad thing I said about you and am making fun of you about. Now, let's all have a giggle and circle jerk each other and run our collective mouths from our un-evolved mindset about someone in our past so we may all feel better about ourselves in our pathetic little meaningless lives.
Seriously, I see any of you people in public ever again I'm kicking the living shit out of any/all of you. It's been a year, get over it and find another bad guy.
Good night all. I can sleep well tonight having dreams of baseball bats to spineless pukes.