Writer's Block: Significant Change

Jun 07, 2009 23:05

Hell yeah. Makes me feel like shit too, because I know I can never be what he wants..a women.Grrr.
Strangely enough I still find myself trying to get his attention, and when he does acknowledge me I swear I feel HIGH...maybe thats why I never stop trying lol....
wow. im so weird haha

writer's block

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numberoneuno June 8 2009, 15:58:29 UTC
Hey Hon, is this the person we had a bit of a pervy convo about before? If it is, then you're breaking my heart here. If it isn't, then am still reaching out to you with hugs.

I've been there of course. I wonder if there are ppl out there who've never let need for a certain someone make them be things and do things they would never advise another person to do? For me, it didn't work of course. Nothing made a difference.

Sorry you're still suffering from painters-block. I have the opposite at the moment but for writing. What's that called? Writers' diarrhoea? I have at least 3 different fics running through my head at the moment, but ansolutely no time to actually type the words. Frustration of a completely different type. :(

take care Hon
xx

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mr_microcuts June 10 2009, 13:40:41 UTC
sadly yes :(
But I cant help it!! LOL, its kind'a funny in a sick, twisted sorta way...

And thank you, actually talking about my art-block usually helps me overcome it, and I always welcome others ideas..so if you ever have any,,,please feel free to message me *smiles!* and maybe I can `borrow`some of yours heh heh.

Writers' diarrhea? are you planning on posting any of this!? You just made me so excited because the other day I come across a story called fury(I think) and it was by you and I LOVED LOVED LOVED it :D.

Play nice.
Jamie

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numberoneuno June 11 2009, 21:43:10 UTC
I can see that it helps to cope when you laugh at your situation, but its not sick or twisted to fall in love my dear. The fact that it's someone who doesn't / can't return the feeling doesn't make it any less real or less intense or less painful. It just makes it more hopeless and more sad. Much as I want the other person to suddenly realise that he's in love with you and that he always has been, I guess we can label that one a pipe dream for now. So the next best thing I can think of is to hope that you date other people and maybe someday find someone fabulous to replace him in your affections (although I suspect you'll always have a soft spot for him ( ... )

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mr_microcuts June 12 2009, 14:21:36 UTC
Indeed it does! I always find myself 'laughing' it off in any situation really, even if laughing probably isnt the appropriate thing to do...

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numberoneuno June 13 2009, 00:00:17 UTC
old school N64 - lol. We bought one of those ostensibly for my son when he was 3 mths old! Zelda was for me. He's almost 11 now but still plays on it dispite having the PS3 and Wii. Although he has moved onto different games, usually involving fast cars and shooting.

I'll PM during the weekend sometime regarding belldom images.

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