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It's been a long long time. I have no idea why as I've had a lot of shit and as you know from past experiences, I like ranting on here as it makes me feel better for some reason.
So, what have I been up to? The usual work, work, work, pub, club, sleep nonsense, but with a few crazy stories that I will tell you about now.
Most of you know, but I have stupidly fallen for the wrong person and I am stupid for doing so because she's told me many a time that she's a lesbian. Maybe it was a challenge and I wanted to test her or something, I don't know, but it came to a head last night when I pulled this other girl only for the lesbian to go off with the girl instead. Headfuck! So, obviously that's a bit of a blow to the ego and what not. Made worse by the fact that when myself and lesbian go out, we'll flirt, hold hands and kiss. We've shared beds in the past too and I suppose when all that was happening I was letting myself believe that maybe she'd come round. But, it's not to be. As always. I will deal with it. I'm a heartbroken veteran.
I'm 24 now by the way. Fucking old.
My band supported Primal Scream in December. They love us. We should be touring with them when their new album drops. Goodbye Mr Septum.
A few weeks ago, I had a near death experience. Hit some ice on the road on my way to work, spun in the road, rolled down into a ditch, bounced out of the ditch, missed a tree by ten feet, then rolled my car a few times before landing upside down like a bat. Then, I blacked out but woke up without any major injuries. The car is a fucking mess and it collapsed shortly after I got out. I'm a lucky boy. It certainly would've been cheaper had I died. And a lot easier than the shit I'm dealing with certainly.
So yeah, 2006 has been shit. But, I am writing song after song and for the first time ever, they're starting to mean something. I'm quite an emotional person, but I always used to hide behind music, where as now, I don't hide.
Oh for fuck sake, I'm in EMO mode again. Gonna go and sulk and listen to A Silver Mt Zion now. There's nothing like wallowing in your own despair.
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So, what have I been up to? The usual work, work, work, pub, club, sleep nonsense, but with a few crazy stories that I will tell you about now.
Most of you know, but I have stupidly fallen for the wrong person and I am stupid for doing so because she's told me many a time that she's a lesbian. Maybe it was a challenge and I wanted to test her or something, I don't know, but it came to a head last night when I pulled this other girl only for the lesbian to go off with the girl instead. Headfuck! So, obviously that's a bit of a blow to the ego and what not. Made worse by the fact that when myself and lesbian go out, we'll flirt, hold hands and kiss. We've shared beds in the past too and I suppose when all that was happening I was letting myself believe that maybe she'd come round. But, it's not to be. As always. I will deal with it. I'm a heartbroken veteran.
I'm 24 now by the way. Fucking old.
My band supported Primal Scream in December. They love us. We should be touring with them when their new album drops. Goodbye Mr Septum.
A few weeks ago, I had a near death experience. Hit some ice on the road on my way to work, spun in the road, rolled down into a ditch, bounced out of the ditch, missed a tree by ten feet, then rolled my car a few times before landing upside down like a bat. Then, I blacked out but woke up without any major injuries. The car is a fucking mess and it collapsed shortly after I got out. I'm a lucky boy. It certainly would've been cheaper had I died. And a lot easier than the shit I'm dealing with certainly.
So yeah, 2006 has been shit. But, I am writing song after song and for the first time ever, they're starting to mean something. I'm quite an emotional person, but I always used to hide behind music, where as now, I don't hide.
Oh for fuck sake, I'm in EMO mode again. Gonna go and sulk and listen to A Silver Mt Zion now. There's nothing like wallowing in your own despair.
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