shit!!
someone said something to me that was so beautiful tonight that after they left i laid down in the street and bawled my eyes out. it started out about them but it gradually grew to encompass the entire world and now it's 4 a.m. and my eyes are sore and i'm still a little drunk and i shut all the red lacquered shutters of my head and no one can come in until i've figured some things out.
oh my god.
oh goddamnit.
god god god god dammit.
SHIT
oh my god.
oh goddamnit.
god god god god dammit.
SHIT