feeling like crap.
i am. i'm fucking horrible..why am i this way? Why cant i accept happiness when i have it? What am i so scared of? Why do i have to analyze everything so fucking much, and think about every single little thing that could go wrong? Why do i have to make a problem out of everything? Why do i have to be this way? I wish my genes would have been a little bit different so i would be such a fucking worrywart about EVERYTHING! Thanks mom and dad.