one uncomfortable night
Well the day woke up to 12hrs of sleep, and an amazing night. i got out of bed and cleaned the house for a couple hours. Felt good to get everything in order at the start of my day. Then i bummed around tidding and getting myself ready to go out. so i decided id go get my hair cut and see what kevin and val were up to. so on the bus ride to work i get called in, i laugh cause im in jeans and a Tee lol i shouldnt even be out on the floor, so after getting my heir cut and having lunch with a beautiful woman i went and worked for two hours. its soo much fun when you are allowed to choice when you come in and when you leave. so that was the smooth part of my day.
then leaving the mall i decided to see what kev was up to. In respone to my txt msg WHAT R YOU DOING TODAY? i got IM BUSY. I took this as im to busy to even talk to you. and then when im trying to get to the roots of things i get outlashed at. And in the end we reach a never ending circle argument. a circle leading no where once again
its not that Im not trying to talk to you, i would rather try and help you with things, whens the last time you called me with wanna come out tonight. I do it to you all the time. Ive tried reasoning, ive tried avoiding, ive even gone out of my comfort zone and tried cause confrontation. none it seems to work. it feels more like youd rather push me away then even have to ever see or deal me again.
so to end the night i get picked up by joe and we went weed cruising for fun. smoked a joint here with this person and a joint there with that person. good times. so joe being my chouffer we picked up val and were on our way to the party.the night went on, me and val party hopped between two parties on the same street there werent alot of ppl at stephs at first and i found out my ex gf was coming, *great* and guess who else. Kevin who said he wasnt coming at all. so whatever, ill deal with it but be civil our beef isnt anyone elses. so finally i had enough of stephs party, i felt awkward so i left to go with val to the other party but we decided to just walk her home.
so her and her boyfriend waited for the bus with me. and i got on the bus, now my night takes a turn for the better. On an upper and a downer im offer to the wellington were i meet up with bryan and joe and steph, party the rest of the night up and go to bed.
Im sure the sun will shine tommorrow? on cracked out sunday :-P
then leaving the mall i decided to see what kev was up to. In respone to my txt msg WHAT R YOU DOING TODAY? i got IM BUSY. I took this as im to busy to even talk to you. and then when im trying to get to the roots of things i get outlashed at. And in the end we reach a never ending circle argument. a circle leading no where once again
its not that Im not trying to talk to you, i would rather try and help you with things, whens the last time you called me with wanna come out tonight. I do it to you all the time. Ive tried reasoning, ive tried avoiding, ive even gone out of my comfort zone and tried cause confrontation. none it seems to work. it feels more like youd rather push me away then even have to ever see or deal me again.
so to end the night i get picked up by joe and we went weed cruising for fun. smoked a joint here with this person and a joint there with that person. good times. so joe being my chouffer we picked up val and were on our way to the party.the night went on, me and val party hopped between two parties on the same street there werent alot of ppl at stephs at first and i found out my ex gf was coming, *great* and guess who else. Kevin who said he wasnt coming at all. so whatever, ill deal with it but be civil our beef isnt anyone elses. so finally i had enough of stephs party, i felt awkward so i left to go with val to the other party but we decided to just walk her home.
so her and her boyfriend waited for the bus with me. and i got on the bus, now my night takes a turn for the better. On an upper and a downer im offer to the wellington were i meet up with bryan and joe and steph, party the rest of the night up and go to bed.
Im sure the sun will shine tommorrow? on cracked out sunday :-P