swings
i've been having mood swings lately where at one moment I feel completely content with how things are going, and the next i feel like jumping out of my skin.
last night i dreamt i was in england. i keep thinking about all of the places i want to be (not england though..don't know why i dreamt that). I want to travel and live in different spaces and see different things. I want to re-establish who I am and see how that feels. I've never had the chance to start anew.
But then i start thinking how ridiculous that sounds. Why would I want to uproot myself? Life is tranquil and steady here. I don't know. I keep going back and forth and wondering when i'll finally choose a side and stick with it.
in other news...
i returned on friday to the wonder bread factory with my friend. we found buckets of old paint throughout the factory and used it to throw at walls and write on the floor.
we found this one room completely filled with graffiti. the roof had burned down over it leaving it completely open and drenched in natural light. We also found an old tool bag inside one of the bathrooms. All the tools were still in it.
last night i dreamt i was in england. i keep thinking about all of the places i want to be (not england though..don't know why i dreamt that). I want to travel and live in different spaces and see different things. I want to re-establish who I am and see how that feels. I've never had the chance to start anew.
But then i start thinking how ridiculous that sounds. Why would I want to uproot myself? Life is tranquil and steady here. I don't know. I keep going back and forth and wondering when i'll finally choose a side and stick with it.
in other news...
i returned on friday to the wonder bread factory with my friend. we found buckets of old paint throughout the factory and used it to throw at walls and write on the floor.
we found this one room completely filled with graffiti. the roof had burned down over it leaving it completely open and drenched in natural light. We also found an old tool bag inside one of the bathrooms. All the tools were still in it.