give me peace

[mr_jown_pants]

how can you say you care?
how can you say you loved me?
how can you do anything to help the way i feel?
how am i supposed to not feel sick when i think about what you did?
how could i ever look at you and not want you?
how could i ever let someone hurt me like this?
how could i not see this?
why are you still bothering me?
why are you still grabbing for what you destroyed?
why do you ruin things to a point of no return and then kick them around?

if you really want to help me
and you really care about me
never ever talk to me again
because everytime i see a comment from you it makes my heart sink
to think that once i loved you
and i tried
oh i tried
but I wasn't worth it
I never will be
you just make me hurt too much cindy
please leave me alone
please
that is all i ask
please

_jown