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I need another plan. I can't live here at my dad's. We just got into a HUGE ass fight. I thought I was going to have to like stab him or something, cause I thought he was going to hit me.
I'm not going to go to Lakeland. I can't. Not now. Not ever. I need somewhere else. I'm going to have to find an effeciency or something to live in. Cause I can't stay here. I don't know. I need to get the fuck out of here. I don't want to stay here but I don't think I have much of a choice.
I hate this house.
I hate this family.
I hate Miami.
I hate Florida.
I hate this fucking world.
Omg... Shut the fuck up. My dad just walked in an apologized to me and my little brother. He just walked in, closed the door, and said... "Look. I'm sorry. I went over the line."
That's the first time he's ever apologized to me. In my 18 years of life.
Doesn't change how much I hate him. -.-
I seriously need to find somewhere else to live. If not with somebody else, then by myself. I won't survive here.
I'm not going to go to Lakeland. I can't. Not now. Not ever. I need somewhere else. I'm going to have to find an effeciency or something to live in. Cause I can't stay here. I don't know. I need to get the fuck out of here. I don't want to stay here but I don't think I have much of a choice.
I hate this house.
I hate this family.
I hate Miami.
I hate Florida.
I hate this fucking world.
Omg... Shut the fuck up. My dad just walked in an apologized to me and my little brother. He just walked in, closed the door, and said... "Look. I'm sorry. I went over the line."
That's the first time he's ever apologized to me. In my 18 years of life.
Doesn't change how much I hate him. -.-
I seriously need to find somewhere else to live. If not with somebody else, then by myself. I won't survive here.