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oh my god.... what the hell am i going to do. If i dont have him then i am lost. and nothing will work. I wanted to take it all back. apologize for opening my stupid mouth... but he still wanted to leave. in two years .. if we are still single and intrested...
I am sure i will be but i HIGHLY doubt he will be. MOTHERFUCKER! How the hell could i let this happen. Now I am alone... will be forever, and its all because i fucked it up. I fucked it up.
No more I love yous at 4 in the morning. No more playing thos who loves who more game. No more "How was your day Baby" Or "Sweet dreams"
I cant even put into words my Sorrow right now.
I may smile, i may laugh, I may say i am ok. But i am destroyed inside... shattered, broken, Slain.
I am sure i will be but i HIGHLY doubt he will be. MOTHERFUCKER! How the hell could i let this happen. Now I am alone... will be forever, and its all because i fucked it up. I fucked it up.
No more I love yous at 4 in the morning. No more playing thos who loves who more game. No more "How was your day Baby" Or "Sweet dreams"
I cant even put into words my Sorrow right now.
I may smile, i may laugh, I may say i am ok. But i am destroyed inside... shattered, broken, Slain.