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How...how could you? Why would you...? Two people have hurt me SO SO BAD. I was finally SO happy with someone and it wasn't some Hollywood diva princess and now... ::tears:: I can't handle this now. I have to WIN. I'm the captain AND WE'RE GOING TO WIN GODDAMMIT. Two people won't ruin it for me. I suspected it too...I knew I haven't been the best boyfriend and I haven't been very attentive...It's all my fault. :cries: I just finally found L-O-V-E. Yes, Derek Jeter found l-o-v-e.
But maybe that's over now. I don't even know. I haven't even DISCUSSED it with him. He doesn't even know I KNOW. On another note...we have to win. We can't whine and bitch about the schedule, we just have to win. We can't bitch and whine about our personal lives on the field either. I just can't believe it. I'm in complete shock.
This is no more...::cries::
