Feb 20, 2004 01:53
Maybe i'm just over-reacting here... i mean, how can I hate someone I don't really know?
After all, he is good friends with Seth, and Seth is a great guy.
I guess i'm just jealous of him, though I really don't know what i'm jealous of.
Maybe its all those poems Lindsey wrote about him, that makes me jealous.
I can't stand the thought of her loving someone else, especially Robin.
I think sometimes i'm scared that he'll change his mind about her, and fall in love with her,
and i'm scared she might still love him too.
I know i'm a fool. A hopeless fool.
But I can tell you something certain, the only certain thing I know-
If everything works out, if Lindsey and I end up together, then I will die happy, infinitely happy.
And every passing moment, after that day we met, would be a bonus.... a beautiful wonderful bonus.
I don't mind being a fool, but hopeless is not something I can handle.
-robeRt