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Feb 27, 2005 04:18

this is soo nuts... i took ritalin tonite and i drank...i am goin nuts..like i was trashed and stuff that was cool, but now i like went ot bed and i cant do it..i cant sit in silence..its like i have to yell or sumthin...i swear i hear my heartbeat!! my ceiling fan is moving and its like i swore everything was moving to the noise of it! i've been thinkin about alot of stuff too...girls school, life, the future..what it holds for me....what fate is gonna bring for me i just dont understand..i cant stay still..i cant move...i cant stay on track with a freakin sentence....haha its not like im addicted i just wanted to try it haha and its awesome but at the same time....i hate it haha. my buddies and i had a blast on friday nite we went to the club and went crazy..dancin..drinkin...all out....then on saturday afternoon i decided hey boys..lets ggo to camden..and now we r here...they r sleepin now but i cant...i cant...this is soooo freaky....THE SHNOZBERRIES TASTE LIKE SHNOZBERRIES!! ive thinking about weird words like nugget, or sherm, or why the spell phone with a ph instead of an f like fone.....my fake i.d. works at applebees i tried it tonight it was soo bad ass jdrinkin a brewtus haha! anway i dont know what to say....but i wanna keep typin... how bout POST A MEMORY OF ME>>>ANYTHING U WANT...UR FAVORITE>>>UR WORST>>ANYTHING DO IT SUCKAS!!!!OH MY GOD THIS IS WEIRD!!! haha do u think jesus ever says..OH MY DAD!!..that would be pretty funny.i need a girlfriend..i want one soo bad someone i can just lay with....or go ot ..talk to anything sum1 i can look at and just think about care about..love....i want comfort, i want everything. but i want nothing.. i mean what do i deserve... i dunno but im gonna try my damndest to get everything i want. did that make sense..i dunno but likeit kinda did..god i dunno haha...AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! well i guess im done...seeya! sweet dreams.....and hopefully ill have some..if i ever get to sleep!
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