I am probably not allowed to say that, am I? To be honest, I would have loved to tell you that this was easy for me and that the words just came to me instantly and that this wasn't the fifth draft, but that would be lying. Because as both you and I know, words are difficult, incredibly difficult in fact.
Emotions are just as difficult. I thought writing them down might be a little easier as a manner of expressing them but it most definitely is not. If anything it is more tough as I have to consciously think of what I am writing and well this has all turned very rambly and off the point so far. But as ever, I digress from the point that I wished to make.
This is much more contrite seeming then it probably should be. But, thank you. To be perfectly honest, which is what I am best at, I don't see what is beautiful or special about myself, not any more then any other woman on the Enterprise but what I do know is that when I am with you I do feel beautiful and special and that is such an odd feeling (in a good way of course) that I couldn't possibly ever manage to put it into words. But thank you, so much.
I can't start to put into words my feelings for you, the thought terrifies me in fact, but I know I feel incredibly lucky and far too blessed to have you. And I am sorry but that is all I have to offer you.
Writing letters is difficult.
I am probably not allowed to say that, am I? To be honest, I would have loved to tell you that this was easy for me and that the words just came to me instantly and that this wasn't the fifth draft, but that would be lying. Because as both you and I know, words are difficult, incredibly difficult in fact.
Emotions are just as difficult. I thought writing them down might be a little easier as a manner of expressing them but it most definitely is not. If anything it is more tough as I have to consciously think of what I am writing and well this has all turned very rambly and off the point so far. But as ever, I digress from the point that I wished to make.
This is much more contrite seeming then it probably should be. But, thank you. To be perfectly honest, which is what I am best at, I don't see what is beautiful or special about myself, not any more then any other woman on the Enterprise but what I do know is that when I am with you I do feel beautiful and special and that is such an odd feeling (in a good way of course) that I couldn't possibly ever manage to put it into words. But thank you, so much.
I can't start to put into words my feelings for you, the thought terrifies me in fact, but I know I feel incredibly lucky and far too blessed to have you. And I am sorry but that is all I have to offer you.
-Pasha
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Oh hell, who am I kidding?
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Getting her to admit that verbally though is a challenge all of it's own.
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