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I really wish I had someone to talk to about science/ponderings about life with but no one seems open to talking. it just seems like ppl are intimidated by theoretical stuff and don't even give it a try but it's actualy really cool stuff that is fascinating. where else can you talk about the end of the universe and be pretty sure about what's actualy gonna happen, like space-time actualy *shattering.* that's crazy. hopefuly i can find ppl/adults at college with which to talk with about this kind of stuff. it especialy bothers me because, it's not that ppl don't like what i talk about it, it's that i tend to understand things better when i talk it over w/ someone else and discuss/argue about it. and if i had someone knoweldgable or willing to learn form it, they could ask questions and pose new ideas for me to think about, then i would propose something and then we'd discuss what that would mean and so on and so forth. this is why i'm crazy and always talk about it because i'm actualy kinda just talking to myself through other ppl even if they hate what i'm talking about. i do that because i have no one to actualy talk to about it.
If i even just had someone who was willing to be taught then that would be cool cause i could actualy converse with another human being. that's kinda what i'm doing w/ john in my math class, but i get the feeling he's not interested in learning. a bonus would be if the person was a girl cause i don't like talking w/ guys. someone, out there, give it a try. please, you'll probably be entertained if you stop thinking it's just mumbo-jumbo that isn't true. when you start reading it, you'll actualy learn that high school science is totaly simplfied and wrong and mumbo-jumbo, like the force of gravity doesn't exist and that vacume isn't really empty. it's acutaly fun stuff that you stay up reading till 1:15. :(
I know i have this underlying principle i can kinda tell i have in my head but when i tend to find something interesting, like weird music, or quantum physics, i assume it is the best thing in the world and that everyone should like it. kinda like it's impossible to not like it. when i am often wrong and ppl all have their own opinnions and different things entertain them. so yeah, i need to find someone who's actualy entertained and not try to force it on other ppl or talk to myself through other ppl.
If i even just had someone who was willing to be taught then that would be cool cause i could actualy converse with another human being. that's kinda what i'm doing w/ john in my math class, but i get the feeling he's not interested in learning. a bonus would be if the person was a girl cause i don't like talking w/ guys. someone, out there, give it a try. please, you'll probably be entertained if you stop thinking it's just mumbo-jumbo that isn't true. when you start reading it, you'll actualy learn that high school science is totaly simplfied and wrong and mumbo-jumbo, like the force of gravity doesn't exist and that vacume isn't really empty. it's acutaly fun stuff that you stay up reading till 1:15. :(
I know i have this underlying principle i can kinda tell i have in my head but when i tend to find something interesting, like weird music, or quantum physics, i assume it is the best thing in the world and that everyone should like it. kinda like it's impossible to not like it. when i am often wrong and ppl all have their own opinnions and different things entertain them. so yeah, i need to find someone who's actualy entertained and not try to force it on other ppl or talk to myself through other ppl.