Merry Christmas.
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energetic]
[music| FallOut Boy.Dance Dance.]
tell me why i just realized the word christ is in Christmas.
Today feels like Christmas Eve. (Fuck! I just remembered me and Roy were suppose to go to Amanda's and Jimmy's grave today.) So, Friday night was crazy. I was suppose to babysit that night. Roy was having a party at his house. Last min, my aunt calls to say she wanted to go out Tuesday instead. Then, my parents were going to a party.Basically I had no chance on going and everything just fell into my lap. I get to Roy's.Right away I heard couple girls saying "what, ..Crissi's here." I see Roy coming up the stairs. He was fucked up. Couldn't even walk by himself. People kept gettin him to drink, but of course he needed to stop right away. I was trying to get him to lay down, or throw up. I had to like seriously grab drinks out of Roy's hand and throw em. He was soaked. Alot of people were pissin' me off and I was yelling at everyone. I was just so pissed that they let him get that way. Then he started crying.I got him into the bathroom finally by myself.lol, he kept saying it was his turn to play the game. Then he started saying he didn't do anything. Crying. That he was sorry. I guess girls were trying to get with him or something. That all he kept saying was "no i want to kiss Crissi" The girls-"Crissi's not here" I know he didn't do anything. He said they kept following him. He said Alot more personal stuff to me but I'm not going to get into all that. lol.He got sober near the end and tried so hard to convince me that he meant everything he said and that he wasn't just sayin' shit cause he was drunk. We're together and I'm soo happy.Things are alot better.I hope it stays this way. I ended up spending the night and taking care of him. Wasn't bad at all.Yesterday I went to his Grams with him. Fun Fun.Today he came with me to my aunts.My dad's side. ugh.
P.s. Roy is not the crying type. Last time I seen him cry was the beginning of freshman year. I WISH I had my digital so i could have recorded everything.
Schools coming soon.I don't want to go.
Haha! Roy -"I'll like you no matter what color your tounge is." Never thought you'd hear THAT before. Love you babe.
energetic]
[music| FallOut Boy.Dance Dance.]
tell me why i just realized the word christ is in Christmas.
Today feels like Christmas Eve. (Fuck! I just remembered me and Roy were suppose to go to Amanda's and Jimmy's grave today.) So, Friday night was crazy. I was suppose to babysit that night. Roy was having a party at his house. Last min, my aunt calls to say she wanted to go out Tuesday instead. Then, my parents were going to a party.Basically I had no chance on going and everything just fell into my lap. I get to Roy's.Right away I heard couple girls saying "what, ..Crissi's here." I see Roy coming up the stairs. He was fucked up. Couldn't even walk by himself. People kept gettin him to drink, but of course he needed to stop right away. I was trying to get him to lay down, or throw up. I had to like seriously grab drinks out of Roy's hand and throw em. He was soaked. Alot of people were pissin' me off and I was yelling at everyone. I was just so pissed that they let him get that way. Then he started crying.I got him into the bathroom finally by myself.lol, he kept saying it was his turn to play the game. Then he started saying he didn't do anything. Crying. That he was sorry. I guess girls were trying to get with him or something. That all he kept saying was "no i want to kiss Crissi" The girls-"Crissi's not here" I know he didn't do anything. He said they kept following him. He said Alot more personal stuff to me but I'm not going to get into all that. lol.He got sober near the end and tried so hard to convince me that he meant everything he said and that he wasn't just sayin' shit cause he was drunk. We're together and I'm soo happy.Things are alot better.I hope it stays this way. I ended up spending the night and taking care of him. Wasn't bad at all.Yesterday I went to his Grams with him. Fun Fun.Today he came with me to my aunts.My dad's side. ugh.
P.s. Roy is not the crying type. Last time I seen him cry was the beginning of freshman year. I WISH I had my digital so i could have recorded everything.
Schools coming soon.I don't want to go.
Haha! Roy -"I'll like you no matter what color your tounge is." Never thought you'd hear THAT before. Love you babe.