My flaw

Jul 16, 2006 01:33

So I think I may have figured out my flaw, I don't tell people how i actually feel about them. I don't know what to say about it, last night i was angry about it, since it cost me another relationship. But tonights different, i went to type this last night and....it just felt different, I dont know. Maybe being around friends tonight really helped that useless feeling. Don't get me wrong, it still may become awkward between me and her, I mean, it allways does when im unable to tell them what i feel for whatever reason and then they start going out with someone and i still cant tell them....but i digress, and shes going out with someone that when i think about it, about no body likes. But oh well, Dont get me wrong, I really wish i could tell her, I just dont know whats holding me back..........
(plus, it will never work, he is a cub fan, she is a die hard white sox fan) And I can't believe i could end this with a joke when last night i wouldda ended it crying.
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