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a couple of you get my newsletter, but for those of you who don't, this message is for you. especially mike and anyone else who hung out with us on sundays. my grandma died this past saturday night. the funeral was on wednesday. i'm not doing so well, neither is billy. i don't know what to do...i've been trying so hard to make myself numb to it all so that i can help everyone, especially my aunt, with all of the preperations and stuff...
i couldn't look at her...i just couldn't...we went to the hospital when we found out she had died and i saw her...i couldn't look at her at the funeral or the viewing...i couldn't look at her...and now my grandma's gone
i couldn't look at her...i just couldn't...we went to the hospital when we found out she had died and i saw her...i couldn't look at her at the funeral or the viewing...i couldn't look at her...and now my grandma's gone