oi to college
back in athens...
and i don't know how to feel.
so my schedule is so insane that it's driving my insane.
everyday i have a 8 am class but figured i'm only going atleast 3 days a week bcuz we get extra credit for going majority of the week which rocks. i wouldn't go otherwise cuz biology is pointless! i'm never going to use this shit in the real world. give me a fuckin break. but it is a weed out class and i am putting effort into making the grade. this is a promise to myself!
other than that, i have 3 straight hours of class just about every morning from 8-11. soc 101 is after bio. not bad. kinda interesting & i have it with my girls steph & taylor. then phil 101 w/ chel & ang even tho ang makes a rare experience, its nice to have it with them. most of the time i have no idea whats going on in that class so we'll see how much i know when the 1st exam comes around this week. then i have like a 4 hour break til my next class @ 3 which is either my RA class which i have twice a week on mondays & wednesday with jim warner (so hot) or my intro to pt class i have on tuesday. then after i get outta those classes @ 5 i go straight to work... monday, tuesday, wednesday... then saturdays lunch. i usually work out after work bcuz i already smell like a walking french fry from work so why not go to the gym & smell like a sweaty french fry! oi! my other classes are alright, i have a learning communities for bio on tues & thurs @ noon which refreshes my bio skills not that i have any but whatever then i have my bios lab on thursdays @ 3 that lasts a damn eternity... fridays & sundays r the best days ever... i have only 2 a.m. classes on friday one i'll rarely go to cuz bio is the devil and that's it & no work until saturday.. and sunday is just a day to catch up with lifee. it's peacefully. woo
it's just really hard tho. being away from chris is just tough. i dunno it's a lot harder than it was the 1st quarter & right it seems like not alotta things r going right for eachother. i hate it. but hopefully we will rough it out. only 26 full days til our 1 yr anniversary!! joy! so amazing!
but this quarter is def already crazier than the first... it's only been to weeks in & i have done & seen things that will makes one's heart stop. dear god. college is crazy. and the things college students do r even crazier. gotta love it.
but i feel like i have the same routine everyday. i wanna break it. i wanna break stupid habits i have, like i'm a total compulsive away message checker- it's ridiculous! lol.
i hate this little dorm room. i can't wait to be a RA. i know it's not a for sure thing right now but i know i have it in me. and yes i'm gonna have to straighten up my act, no more crazy drunken nites every weekend, but i'm willing to do that. if i could live in a room all to myself not have to worry about it smelling or how my roomies would feel if chris came down & just having some goddamn privacy & also NOT working at jeff..... that would be the GREATEST thing EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want it bad. lol
OU is awesome and i love it. but i'm already sick it. i just need to breath. i need to remember why i'm here & how lucky i am to be here. as mitch said to me, i've done more in my eighteen years of life than people have ever dreamed to have done... it's true. i'm so lucky. i'm a blessed little girl. i have a loving family, a sweet boyfriend, beautiful friends and a bright future... i'm living the motherfucking dream bitches... just gotta cowboy up!
ain't that the goddamn truth.
gotta go read like 4 chapters of biology cuz it's kicking my ass! PEACE
and i don't know how to feel.
so my schedule is so insane that it's driving my insane.
everyday i have a 8 am class but figured i'm only going atleast 3 days a week bcuz we get extra credit for going majority of the week which rocks. i wouldn't go otherwise cuz biology is pointless! i'm never going to use this shit in the real world. give me a fuckin break. but it is a weed out class and i am putting effort into making the grade. this is a promise to myself!
other than that, i have 3 straight hours of class just about every morning from 8-11. soc 101 is after bio. not bad. kinda interesting & i have it with my girls steph & taylor. then phil 101 w/ chel & ang even tho ang makes a rare experience, its nice to have it with them. most of the time i have no idea whats going on in that class so we'll see how much i know when the 1st exam comes around this week. then i have like a 4 hour break til my next class @ 3 which is either my RA class which i have twice a week on mondays & wednesday with jim warner (so hot) or my intro to pt class i have on tuesday. then after i get outta those classes @ 5 i go straight to work... monday, tuesday, wednesday... then saturdays lunch. i usually work out after work bcuz i already smell like a walking french fry from work so why not go to the gym & smell like a sweaty french fry! oi! my other classes are alright, i have a learning communities for bio on tues & thurs @ noon which refreshes my bio skills not that i have any but whatever then i have my bios lab on thursdays @ 3 that lasts a damn eternity... fridays & sundays r the best days ever... i have only 2 a.m. classes on friday one i'll rarely go to cuz bio is the devil and that's it & no work until saturday.. and sunday is just a day to catch up with lifee. it's peacefully. woo
it's just really hard tho. being away from chris is just tough. i dunno it's a lot harder than it was the 1st quarter & right it seems like not alotta things r going right for eachother. i hate it. but hopefully we will rough it out. only 26 full days til our 1 yr anniversary!! joy! so amazing!
but this quarter is def already crazier than the first... it's only been to weeks in & i have done & seen things that will makes one's heart stop. dear god. college is crazy. and the things college students do r even crazier. gotta love it.
but i feel like i have the same routine everyday. i wanna break it. i wanna break stupid habits i have, like i'm a total compulsive away message checker- it's ridiculous! lol.
i hate this little dorm room. i can't wait to be a RA. i know it's not a for sure thing right now but i know i have it in me. and yes i'm gonna have to straighten up my act, no more crazy drunken nites every weekend, but i'm willing to do that. if i could live in a room all to myself not have to worry about it smelling or how my roomies would feel if chris came down & just having some goddamn privacy & also NOT working at jeff..... that would be the GREATEST thing EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want it bad. lol
OU is awesome and i love it. but i'm already sick it. i just need to breath. i need to remember why i'm here & how lucky i am to be here. as mitch said to me, i've done more in my eighteen years of life than people have ever dreamed to have done... it's true. i'm so lucky. i'm a blessed little girl. i have a loving family, a sweet boyfriend, beautiful friends and a bright future... i'm living the motherfucking dream bitches... just gotta cowboy up!
ain't that the goddamn truth.
gotta go read like 4 chapters of biology cuz it's kicking my ass! PEACE