Afraid or not?
Something happened today. I wonder how and where did I learn to be so calm... or so much of a coward. There was that group of young arabs and blacks. They were 8 and looked for shit with my friend and I. One of them spit on my friend, he stood up and we were immediately surrounded. I also stood up and told them to calm down, very calmly. The biggest one of them, a black guy, told them to stop but he was obviously having fun seeing this.
I know that out of those 8, I could've beaten 6 of them in a 1 on 1. My friend could've beaten 7 of them. We were obviously no match for the big one. Man, the one that started all of this... I just know I could've kicked his ass. To think that they'd start shit with an asian guy wearing glasses, I'll stop wearing them outside of my classrooms from now on.
What exactly happened? I don't know. We were simply sitting in the metro when they suddenly came and stuff. One of them started poking and threatening me but I ignored him.
MAN. I'm so frustrated. So fucking frustrated. Adrenaline didn't stop flowing through my body. Add another of my friend and we would've gotten them, godammit. Fucking sons of bitches. And then they say that stereotypes aren't true, they fucking are. I'm buying a jackknife, that's official.
Am I a coward? It happened once before with that same friend. We were in a party when a bunch of 25 years old guy just started slapping the shit out of him. Because he's white and they were asian. I had just proceeded to stop the guy and we left. What happened to daring Kenley? Have I learnt self-discipline or am I just scared?
No, I've just learned to be smart. Yes, that's all. I'm not afraid.
I know that out of those 8, I could've beaten 6 of them in a 1 on 1. My friend could've beaten 7 of them. We were obviously no match for the big one. Man, the one that started all of this... I just know I could've kicked his ass. To think that they'd start shit with an asian guy wearing glasses, I'll stop wearing them outside of my classrooms from now on.
What exactly happened? I don't know. We were simply sitting in the metro when they suddenly came and stuff. One of them started poking and threatening me but I ignored him.
MAN. I'm so frustrated. So fucking frustrated. Adrenaline didn't stop flowing through my body. Add another of my friend and we would've gotten them, godammit. Fucking sons of bitches. And then they say that stereotypes aren't true, they fucking are. I'm buying a jackknife, that's official.
Am I a coward? It happened once before with that same friend. We were in a party when a bunch of 25 years old guy just started slapping the shit out of him. Because he's white and they were asian. I had just proceeded to stop the guy and we left. What happened to daring Kenley? Have I learnt self-discipline or am I just scared?
No, I've just learned to be smart. Yes, that's all. I'm not afraid.
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