Adding to the depressing things I've recently been writing about.
Well, actually the only depressing thing about this weekend is that exams start again when it ends. But, to tell yout he truth, I honestly don't care that there's no way I'll excel on either physics or calculus. I'll get a C's (maybe a B in physics) and I'm cool with that. I'm not all that worried. Just: study, take test, lunch, take other test, rehearsal, home. It sounds crazy, but I'm really more worried about rehearsal on Monday. I swear to god this play is going to crash and burn like a concrete balloon. I can see parts of it in my head, the way I want them, I just can't translate head to stage, and it pisses me off, because this is my thing. This is what I'm good at. This will be my life. Oh well...
On a lighter note, I'm happier with my other artistic abilities than I have been in years. I haven't been able to write any poetry that I would look at later and think, "damn, I'm good" since 8th grade. There was this huge mental block that would not let me string words together. Until, I think, last night. At 1 AM I wrote two poems that I like much better than anything I've written since Mrs. Perkinson's poetry packet thing. What was that called? Oh well... at least I've found my muse again.
music should say: Atom and His Package - "The Palestinians are not the Same Thing as the Rebel Alliance, Jackass"
stupid LJ couldn't fit it.
On a lighter note, I'm happier with my other artistic abilities than I have been in years. I haven't been able to write any poetry that I would look at later and think, "damn, I'm good" since 8th grade. There was this huge mental block that would not let me string words together. Until, I think, last night. At 1 AM I wrote two poems that I like much better than anything I've written since Mrs. Perkinson's poetry packet thing. What was that called? Oh well... at least I've found my muse again.
music should say: Atom and His Package - "The Palestinians are not the Same Thing as the Rebel Alliance, Jackass"
stupid LJ couldn't fit it.