Dec 06, 2006 19:11
I'm sick of it all. I'm sick of being abused. I'm sick of spending bus rides dejected, smothered in my iPod. I'm sick of yelling at people to no better end. I'm sick of coming home and complaining to myself and yet doing nothing. I'm sick of everything I take, every day. I'm sick of it all and I'm going to take it anymore. Therefore, starting today, I'm on strike. I'm not going to yell, listen, talk, interact, commiserate, or anything beyond what is necessary. Until I've made my point, I will simply exist. I don't know why I'm bothering to write this here, because the three people I can think of who may actually read this, I'm not mad at. I guess because it's the only place where I can make a general announcement. I doubt if it will even work. Most people will be happy to not to have to talk to me. If that's the case, then I've been right all along and my friends are just patronizing me. I'm just sick and tired of everything I have to take, and it's just too much to bear anymore. And, since my attempts at expressing myself verbally have all failed and been seen as sarcasm, I'll do the opposite and shut up.