Jealousy
Jealousy is an ugly thing. I have to admit that I am a very jealous person. I am supposed to be, being that I am a scorpio, but that is not an excuse. I am jealous of most people around me for one reason or another. I also recognize jealousy as a very bad influence in some of my relationships.
I am jealous of all my friends that are in a relationship. I am so painfully lonely that it tears me apart to even hear about a friend having a b/f or g/f. At one time this didn't bother me.
I am jealous of people I don't know that have things that I want. What is that one called? Coveting? Envy? I know whatever it is called it is a sin. Good thing I am not Christian.
Others are jealous of my talent, my knowledge, and most of all my friends. I have so many wonderful friends that I just don't spend enough time with all of them. I know, this is mostly my fault, but then they are jealous of each other. This is becoming a problem.
I guess jealousy can be a good thing once in a while. It can make you want to improve yourself, even if just to be as good as someone else. It is not a very healthy way to live, but what is?
ok, that's it for tonight. Danny signing off, over and out. (static)
I am jealous of all my friends that are in a relationship. I am so painfully lonely that it tears me apart to even hear about a friend having a b/f or g/f. At one time this didn't bother me.
I am jealous of people I don't know that have things that I want. What is that one called? Coveting? Envy? I know whatever it is called it is a sin. Good thing I am not Christian.
Others are jealous of my talent, my knowledge, and most of all my friends. I have so many wonderful friends that I just don't spend enough time with all of them. I know, this is mostly my fault, but then they are jealous of each other. This is becoming a problem.
I guess jealousy can be a good thing once in a while. It can make you want to improve yourself, even if just to be as good as someone else. It is not a very healthy way to live, but what is?
ok, that's it for tonight. Danny signing off, over and out. (static)