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I don't know. I'm in one of those situations again where i have two sides arguing inside my head. To a lot of people what I'm debating is prob stupid and pointless and I'm trying to tell myself that it is but I just can't bring myself to accept that. It's relatively meaningless and material and selfish. But it was something I'm looking forward to and its been bugging me and I can't help but wonder if I have a right to feel this way or if I'm over reacting. I'm perfectly happy and I don't know why I need or at least why I think I need it but I guess I just do...
I don't know. I'm stupid.
I don't know. I'm stupid.