Sep 19, 2008 16:11
I don't know if it's me who's the problem or not. I can never tell if I'm over reacting or if it just is how it is and I don't know what to do about it. I don't think there's anything I can do except wait and see how everything unfolds. I don't like that plan, I'm homesick and lonely deep inside and it hurts. Yes this is my emo entry, deal with it. I knew college was gonna be tough but I never had this in mind. I didn't know it would hurt, hurt so much that at the end of most days I'd want to curl up in my bed and cry. Now, if only I could've prepared myself better, I would have. So here I am, just waiting.....