I hate being alone..it sucks..but thats just life I guess..for the time being atleast.
Hey Everybody,
Hows it hanging? Hopefully good? I've been in a blah state lately. I don't know how to describe it...I'm just BLAH!!!! Everything is the same everyday...nothing is new..its all the same. It gets boring after awhile. I feel unwanted by some...I guess I can be annoying sometimes but I don't mean to be. I'm just trying to be happy and energetic and it comes off as something else I guess. Anyways thats just how I feel..I'm sure thats not how things really are. I guess I'm just missing the whole closeness feeling I had when I was with LeeAnn. I'm starting to get over her now...I still think about her, but we are just friends and thats all. I had a great time being with her and it was all fun, but that time is over and a new era is about to begin...it hasn't happened yet, but its coming soon.. I can feel it. I just hope this one has a happier ending than the last one. As for events that have gone on lately..spent the Friday night before Halloween at Nate's house for his Halloween Party..that was fun..thanks Nate. Halloween ngiht actually sucked because it rained here and I only got to go to like 5 houses. I wore my costume to work though and got a good reaction out of people. They are such dumbasses at work though..we had a costume contest and they picked the dumbest costumes for the prizes.. I think I had a pretty badas though..I had a 30 inch dreadlock wig and I had one half of my face painted black and the toher was white. it was pretty cool for a quick thrown together costume. Anyways, that is about all that has gone on lately. Hopefully things will get better here soon. Thats all for now..Until next time Take Care..don't do anything I wouldn't do..which isn't much and I'll see yall again.
Anderson
Hows it hanging? Hopefully good? I've been in a blah state lately. I don't know how to describe it...I'm just BLAH!!!! Everything is the same everyday...nothing is new..its all the same. It gets boring after awhile. I feel unwanted by some...I guess I can be annoying sometimes but I don't mean to be. I'm just trying to be happy and energetic and it comes off as something else I guess. Anyways thats just how I feel..I'm sure thats not how things really are. I guess I'm just missing the whole closeness feeling I had when I was with LeeAnn. I'm starting to get over her now...I still think about her, but we are just friends and thats all. I had a great time being with her and it was all fun, but that time is over and a new era is about to begin...it hasn't happened yet, but its coming soon.. I can feel it. I just hope this one has a happier ending than the last one. As for events that have gone on lately..spent the Friday night before Halloween at Nate's house for his Halloween Party..that was fun..thanks Nate. Halloween ngiht actually sucked because it rained here and I only got to go to like 5 houses. I wore my costume to work though and got a good reaction out of people. They are such dumbasses at work though..we had a costume contest and they picked the dumbest costumes for the prizes.. I think I had a pretty badas though..I had a 30 inch dreadlock wig and I had one half of my face painted black and the toher was white. it was pretty cool for a quick thrown together costume. Anyways, that is about all that has gone on lately. Hopefully things will get better here soon. Thats all for now..Until next time Take Care..don't do anything I wouldn't do..which isn't much and I'll see yall again.
Anderson