Ever Been there before?
It's really gotten to the point of no return lately, I don't have any idea where to go or what to do from here. Certain things have always happened to me in my life and I have just taken them with a grain of salt. And I'm gonna be honest, I ain't doing it anymore. I am glad to be friends, and have people in my life to go to if i need them, but like so many others I am tired of being alone. Tired of waiting, tired of looking, tired of wanting. I guess maybe its time to find a job that I don't have to worry about things as much, a job that works 6 days a week 10 hours a day so I won't care about anything...I dunno...maybe I'm just rambling but I know what I want, and sometimes I guess I deserve to not have it.