Feb 11, 2005 05:12
ok, real quick so I remember it. In the best grammar I can manage, as well.
I originally thought people wanted me to be president, which would be a year long position.
I didn't really want to. My heart was set on the meaningless position of secretary, since I was but a pledge. You should know if you ever cared.
This did not happen.
I would be running, uncontested, for president if there were no others.
McGee decided to try the year long position, which would leave him as president for a year and a half. The longest any member of our chapter would ever be prez.
He did this, on the condition that Bayonne and Myself would be pledgemaster each sumester.
I, never imagining myself with power over a pledge classes lives, have no clue what to think.
I accept. I would rather see myself as the one in charge than the immediate list that I can come up with. No names included. Seriously, I'll beat them all, which is a mild revalation to myself.
Never in my life would I see myself in a position like this. But, I have to rise to the challenge and overcom. I had a lot of thoughts and ideas as to where I would like to go with this, but too many to bring to fruition. What could I do as president? As pledgemaster, could I teach them right? As secretary (my personal dream since I was a pledge), I'd do nothing for this house, so fuck that.
My roommate just talked in his sleep- again. This is the 3rd time since Ashley pissed his bed X weeks ago, he may be really taking it to his head. Who knows.
One pledge has dropped due to family issues that I wont repeat here. He has his problems. I feel bad for him, having his friends pledge here at the same time. He's banned forever from this day to the end of this semester. hahah but there is no room for pity in the heart of a 'frat boy' is there? Man, am I fucking tired of hearing that fucking word. Fuck everyone who says it. Yes, everyone- you specially.
real last quick drunk words...
maybe I do ask for too much now
but I definitly did not.
therefor, I win. Score