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I found the most beautiful picture the other day. To me, it's just, so true, so perfect, so much what I wish for someday. (I think even subconciously, every woman wishes for it. sometime in their life...)
And just for good measure, a recent piccie of me. I've looked better, but I want to post it and it's my journal, so sue me...
Mwahahaha! I love how just my finger came out right. What can I say? I love pulling zaps to the camera at least once in every
Title: Stale Fawn
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Sirius/James
Part: 3/15
Warnings: Mpreg. Slash. Character death. (almost) crossdressing. Sex toys.
Summary: A tragedy brings something unexpected upon the Marauders. Something that will bring out secrets, romances and just maybe, a new life. The nine month journey that will bring the friends closer than any of them ever thought…
Note: There is a minor pairing that might squick people. It is none graphic and saying it would spoil, so just be warned.
This story is an entry in the Harry Potter Mpreg Fuh-Q-Fest Wave 5
Challange: FqF5 Challenge 62 - Wizard A is pregnant while still in Hogwarts. He has to wear constantly a buttplug to be wide enough for the birth. This makes him constantly horny and has a very hard time to sit in class.
To make matters worse, the plug needs to be adjusted daily by a specialist. This specialist (not the baby's father) takes advantage of the situation.
Submitted by: swanpride
Theme List: Situations
James came to realize over the next few weeks, Remus, no matter how old they got, would always remain stubbornly Remus. Despite constant reassurances that it didn’t matter and that he was fine, Remus was determined to find the cause of James’s headaches. Peter, for some reason, was happy to tag along and James seriously wanted to know what Remus had said to convince Sirius to join in.
He looked over his friends, spending the last Friday night before the holidays diligently searching every medical textbook in the library, and came to the conclusion that they’d finally lost their marbles.
“Is this really necessary?” Remus looked at him before jumping as Sirius slammed down at pile of thick books before trotting off to get more. Sighing, Remus rubbed his head.
“Maybe this is a little bit over the top...”
“A little bit?” Sirius came back, opened the book, flipped to the middle and started reading. James looked back at him and Remus sighed again.
“It’s getting too close to ‘my time’. I can’t concentrate.” He said and the other three understood, Peter looking round the shelf behind him for any eavesdroppers. “It’s on Tuesday, the day after the Holidays start. We’ll carry on looking after that.” They packed up their stuff, put away the books and went back to the dormitory, Sirius carrying the tired werewolf on his back. James tactfully neglected to tell them that the headaches had returned, now accompanied by sharp pains in his neck.
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As always, the next few days, watching Remus in grave pain getting weaker, were heart breaking and they all did their best to help. Sirius continuing to carry him around Hogwarts, Peter getting all his homework for him and James making him smile at every possible opportunity.
Finally, the full moon came and after watching Madam Pomfrey come out of the Whomping willow and disappear back into the castle, they stashed the invisibility cloak in the bushes and made their way down the tunnel.
They reached the shack as Remus was transforming and while Peter was in his rat form, the other two weren’t. Closing his eyes, James focused on the image of a stag in his head and felt himself change. The dull ache in his head was still there, but as they ran out of the shack into Hogsmeade, found it easier to ignore.
It was as they were heading back, the moon starting to fade after their trip into Zonko’s storeroom (they couldn’t take anything now, but with Padfoot ramming into it [James didn’t think he wanted to know how that happened] and breaking the lock, it would be much easier.), that suddenly a pain, not unlike the ones in his head, shot through his middle.
Managing to walk to the door, James let off a cry of pain before he collapsed on the stone pathway, all of his friends rushing to his aid. Padfoot sniffed him worriedly, poking the stag with his cold wet nose. Opening his eyes, James made a small mewing sound to let him know he was all right.
Suddenly Padfoot gave a yelp, the bigger grey werewolf pushing him out the way and leaning over his friend. Moony, like Padfoot, started sniffing him, but stopped after a moment, startled by the strange scent. His snout leant closer, moving over the other animal, his middle in specific, before moving backwards, away from him.
Instead of taking the bed like usual, he lay down on the floor, his eyes gesturing for James to take it. Dragging himself up off the floor, he took the offer and lay down, wondering why for the first time in over two years, Moony was showing submission.
Once the moon had disappeared and Remus turned back into human form, the three helped him up, supporting him all the way back to the castle. They were prepared to leave him at the stairs to the hospital wing floor as usual, so it looked to madam Pomfrey that he'd come by himself, but he protested it weakly, insisting they take him straight to the dormitory.
Once the door closed behind Peter and Sirius put him carefully on his bed, he sat up and started talking hurriedly to James, who laughed at his babbling.
"Get him a pain potion Wormtail, it'll help him sleep." Peter nodded and reached into Remus's nightstand, rummaging round the drawer.
"I think he wants to talk to you James."
"He can talk to me in the morning when he's feeling better. My head is killing me again." James said as he went into the bathroom. Remus seemed to realize James wasn't listening and changed directions after Peter gave him the potion.
"Sirius..." He gasped and Sirius came over to him from his own trunk. He looked at Sirius desperately, his eyes wide, though the potion seemed to be kicking in. "Sirius... James."
"What about James?"
"James's headache... I found out...James's pregnant."
Sirius and Peter both looked round at James, who was standing at the bathroom door, just as shocked as they were. Sirius, showing an unusual amount of common sense, marched him into the bathroom so not to bother Remus, waiting till Peter had shut the door behind him and cast a silencing charm on it before speaking.
“Is it true?”
“Padfoot... I don’t know what Moony’s going on about.”
“Seriously?”
“Seriously.” There was a long silence and then a banging on the door.
“Open this bloody door now!” Remus called and Peter hurried to unlock it before the dishevelled werewolf burst into the bathroom angrily. “You try to slip me a potion!”
“I always wonder how he throws those off…” Sirius mumbled to James.
“Then you ignore what I have to say and lock yourselves away in the loo, of all places!” He shouted angrily and all looked at the floor shame faced. “Now, are you going to listen or not?”
They all gave apologetic mumbles in their own ways and Remus sighed, looking over them before turning to James.
“You’ve got it wrong Moony, I’m not pregnant.” James laughed. “That isn’t even possible.”
“Actually,” Peter added. “With a lot of different potions and spells under the strict care of a healer, a man’s body could change, his reproductive organs becoming female for a year of gestation, to give birth to a child.” The other three stared at him with wide eyes.
“What? I read my mum’s healer texts over the summer.” They continued staring. “I was bored, ok?!”
“Well, now that Wormtail’s proved he has no life without us…” James said, being the first to say anything. “I can prove that you’re delusional Moony.” With those words, his thumbs hooked around the waistband of his pyjama pants and let them (along with the red underpants), fall to the floor.
“Do you mind?” Sirius said indignantly, moving away from him.
“And this is from the one who wanted me to throw him a nudist birthday party last summer?” Sirius didn’t answer and James turned to let Remus see properly. “See, it’s all there.”
“Touch it, maybe it’s still disappearing.” He said, bending over and looking closely.
“Call me when you’ve all got over your flashy-touchy-feely fetishes.” Sirius said, letting out a sound of disgust and pushing past to leave the room.
“Sirius, stop it. It’s nothing we haven’t seen before and you don’t see Peter making a big fuss.” Remus said and must have seen the similar look on Peter’s face because he stood up and sighed. James pulled his pants back up. Sirius still stood by the door with his arms folded sulkily.
“Can we have a moment please?” James sighed and Remus and Peter left the room hurriedly. Closing the door behind them. Sirius stared at James, unmoving from his spot.
“Padfoot, you’ve always said you’d be there when I needed you.” James said as he approached his friend. “If what Moony says is somehow remotely true, now’s the time. I’m going to need you more than ever. Please, don’t be like this.” Gazing at him for a few moments, Sirius gave a mumble.
“Can I be Godfather?” James laughed and was gripped in his friend’s arms for a tight hug, something that seemed to be happening more often lately. They left the bathroom to find Remus and Peter arguing softly on Remus’s bed.
“Why you’d want to look that up I don’t know.”
“I was just curious, besides, it’s never been done before and you know I...” They noticed them and Peter stopped mid-sentence. Sirius looked at them suspiciously but said nothing.
“First thing’s first, how would you suddenly know if he’s pregnant.” Sirius said to Remus seriously, like they were talking about some sort of business deal.
“I can smell it on him.” Sirius frowned and sniffed the air. “Not like that, his scent, it’s different. And because it’s stronger in animals, Moony could smell it.” Sirius still didn’t look convinced, but made James jump as he suddenly transformed. Bounding over to him, the big black dog pounced and knocked him to the floor.
“Be gentle!” Remus called out as Padfoot started sniffing James, slobbering all over him. It took him a bit longer, but like Moony, he stopped on James’s middle, his eyes widening. As the dog barked and started licking his face happily, James subconsciously knew it, even if he wouldn’t admit it just yet.
He was pregnant.
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The migraines continue along with stiffening of the neck. Unlike when a healer is used to help conceive a child, the reproductive organs are never reabsorbed the pregnancy lasts only nine months. As the body’s natural reaction, the male is known to be more tense and aware of his surroundings and if not kept happy, can become slightly more moody. It would be unusual for a male to know about the child at this time, but with the signs and symptoms above, not completely impossible.