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Well, hello there goodness its been a freaking long time since I've written in this flipping thing. Well, life is alright but as always I'll never have the one I truly love because of course Meredith never gets what she wants. But hell life'll go on, and I keep on telling myself that someday that they'll be a guy who loves me and is ten times greater than him... and i guess I should just give up, but you all know I can't do that, tried to many freaking times and yet each time I close my eyes thoughts of him come rushing back... gah well I guess that's all I really have to say, but here's a pretty poem I've written... Well enjoy and I guess I'll write sometime soon muah kisses!
Dreaming of how we used to be, it seems as though I'll never be set free. Free of this never-ending regret, something I shall never forget. All the things you said, are rushing through my head. Thinking of all the times you held me in your arms, whispering gently in my ear that you'll never do me harm. Looking deeply in your eyes, never pausing a moment to think that one day these will become lies. Hoping that one day I could forget all the pain. And yet each and every time, each time i close my eyes times of when we used to be replay through my mind. If dreaming is the only way I can be with you, I'll dream my whole life through. Because baby.... I love you.