patheticity..

[mpj]

I was thinking about something the other day which is going to make me sound pathetic.

I haven't had a girlfriend or even kissed a girl in over two years. I find it odd sometimes. Maybe I just can't figure what I want, or what a girl wants. I've never been the first to act on my feelings, so I'm always at a disadvantage.

I like to think of myself as in alright, down to earth, handsome guy. Maybe I'm not.