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Today my brain does not want to function correctly. I don't know why. Maybe my sickness is affecting (effecting?) my thinking skills. I tried to work in first period, but i couldn't. so JP did it for me. and then I left in the middle of second period. with no kiss. disappointment. and I went to the doctors and he said I don't have strep and that its. um. laryngitis? LAR-IN-JY-TIS. anyways. after that I went to KFC and got some mashed potatoes so I could have something to eat since I haven't eaten in like 3 days. but the potatoes were good. or is it potato. I remember in elementary school they said you could spell it either way but its supposed to be potato. but that there was a president one time that spelled it potatoe. so I guess thats why you can put the e. ok so after that I came home and took a bath. and then i took a nap. and it was nice. and today I was thinking about how happy Blakie is with Kelley. and it made me smile because I remember after we watched Rocky Horror on Valentines day and she was sitting up on the bar and he came over to her and she kissed him on the forehead and they just hugged eachother for a little while. and then they caught me staring at them and the moment was over. but while I was watching them I could feel how happy they were. it was one of those feelings that makes so you smile so big. and then you wonder if people ever look at you like that. because it made me realize how lucky I am to have someone I can have moments like that with. when he hugs me, it's better than anything I can ever explain. I feel safe. and I feel loved. and I feel comfortable. just being in his arms makes me so happy I wanna cry and laugh and smile so big. and I thank God every day that I have him. no one has ever made me so happy. well. at least I ended on a happy note today. :) I am happy.