I don't feel as pink as I look.
I felt pretty this morning in all my pink. and I wore the lipstick that doesn't come off so when I kiss Japers he doesn't turn pink. But I didn't feel pink. you know, like happy and giggly and wanting to smile all the time. cuz we had the writing test which was not a big deal. I just started thinking random things and remembering things. and thinking my life seems like a weird collage.
"when its icy outside your gonna have to stop sooner because you don't know if your car will slide or not...whitney has a very unique voice. its really good and its unique, haha I'm talking like shes not even right here... Don't wear white unless its summer cuz thats when you get a good tan. you have a nice skin tone in the summer...Don't cry. I wish i could make you stop crying. its ok. don't cry...arrrrrgh haha you shoulda seen me yesterday while you were at band. I had my guitar and I had my pirate hat on and they took a picture of me for yearbook. I hope they put it in. it was good...aww you guys are just a cute redheaded couple now aren't you... I like this one. I didn't like the last one. but this one. he's cute. he's just about the weirdest one you've dated but I like him...well the only reason I started liking you is because you have a nice ass...everybody else calls you something, what can i call you? not whit. thats not very original. how about whimo? thats weird. I like it. I'ma call you whimo... so what college you go to? ooh your in high school. oh. you don't look like it. yea you have nice boobs oh and he's right, the leather boots are hott...so if I come back this summer single, you and me ok? it could be fun...I miss you...I was teaching her how to waltz and it was fun... it's a good thing you don't act like a girl or else I wouldn't like you. but I think your better than a girl, your like me...dude don't call me dude, dude...is that makeup? were you trying to look pretty or something? it didn't work...you have the most annoying voice I've ever heard... I treat you the same as I treat everyone else I don't like...don't feel meaningless or useless you mean everything to me and you know that so please feel better..."
and it goes on forever. just kind of meshing through my brain... conversations I've had and advice i've gotten and... well I think life is ok.
"when its icy outside your gonna have to stop sooner because you don't know if your car will slide or not...whitney has a very unique voice. its really good and its unique, haha I'm talking like shes not even right here... Don't wear white unless its summer cuz thats when you get a good tan. you have a nice skin tone in the summer...Don't cry. I wish i could make you stop crying. its ok. don't cry...arrrrrgh haha you shoulda seen me yesterday while you were at band. I had my guitar and I had my pirate hat on and they took a picture of me for yearbook. I hope they put it in. it was good...aww you guys are just a cute redheaded couple now aren't you... I like this one. I didn't like the last one. but this one. he's cute. he's just about the weirdest one you've dated but I like him...well the only reason I started liking you is because you have a nice ass...everybody else calls you something, what can i call you? not whit. thats not very original. how about whimo? thats weird. I like it. I'ma call you whimo... so what college you go to? ooh your in high school. oh. you don't look like it. yea you have nice boobs oh and he's right, the leather boots are hott...so if I come back this summer single, you and me ok? it could be fun...I miss you...I was teaching her how to waltz and it was fun... it's a good thing you don't act like a girl or else I wouldn't like you. but I think your better than a girl, your like me...dude don't call me dude, dude...is that makeup? were you trying to look pretty or something? it didn't work...you have the most annoying voice I've ever heard... I treat you the same as I treat everyone else I don't like...don't feel meaningless or useless you mean everything to me and you know that so please feel better..."
and it goes on forever. just kind of meshing through my brain... conversations I've had and advice i've gotten and... well I think life is ok.