Confusing and weird and altogether wonderful
I'm feeling very profound tonight. although I'm not sure if everything in my head will come out right like i'm thinking. and it probly won't make any sense to you.but like my title says I think life is a confusing weird wonderful experience and it all really depends on how you look at it. and what you see. like you know how some times you'll see something and think whoa that would make a really good picture.and you want to keep it.that image. well maybe you don't but I do. and I think theres life moments like that where you wish you could keep it and remember it and think about it later and remember how good you felt. and people you know you could stay with forever and be happy but you think about your life when you grow up and know that they might not be there. and I think sometimes God throws things at you that he knows will make good memories. and you gotta make sure you look for stuff like that cuz you could miss it. even if its just for a second. Like Saturday when i went tubing and it was boring and cold and I didn't like it. but I love snow so after we got warm i made JP come outside and look at the snow with me. he didn't want to. but I made him. and we're standing there freezing and I turn around to look at him and his eyes were prettier than anything i've ever seen. and I wanted to keep that moment. and singing "somewhere over the rainbow" with Kristi while we held eachother in the rain in my driveway. and standing in the parking lot afterschool a while back and talking and laughing and everyone else had left. it was already like 4 and it had been raining all day. and we looked up and it was the most perfect rainbow ever. you gotta look for stuff like that. in the famous words of Mr. Ferris Beuler..."Life moves pretty fast. if you don't stop to look around once in a while, you could miss it" very corny. but I think its true.I'm done for the night. I love you kids.