~Torn to pieces~

[mozunloveable]

What's the matter with me
I'm falling apart
I'm dreaming of sleep
but watching the stars
I can't find a day where i'm happy at all
Either I am too short or you are too tall
I have a talent for finding the bad
Always thinking of what i could or don't have
So quickly doctor tell me what's wrong
I've been dieing to know for so very long
Is it my mind or is it my heart
tell me doctor why i'm falling apart
You must have the answers
you must know the reasons
if you say quickly i might even heed them
Why do i cry
and why do i flail
why must we die
and why must we fail
If i am tired
why do i not sleep
if i am lonely
which guest do i keep
What if my life
is always the same
What if there's death
who is to blame
Doctor I ask you
for guidance and help
No questions to you
if i could do it myself
alas there is no one
there's not even me
but if you could help some
it would bring clarity
So i ask you Doctor what's the matter with me
I dream way to much
and yet getting no sleep
I can't decide whether it is my mind or my heart
all i can tell you is I'M FALLING APART...