Nov 22, 2005 00:37
He totally "threw me away"
Why are we allowed to have "serious" realationships before marriage...this whole choice thing is HIGHLY over rated...I am all about some arranged marriages...
Someone please kill me...I feel SO bad...you know how you KNOW that there are a lot of people out there that know how you feel? But, somehow...you cannot phathom anyone feeling even remotely as bad as you do...
If someone stabbed me in the heart with a railroad spike, it would be a welcome relief to what I am feeling right now...And, even though I know that I probably could not prevent the inevitable...I somehow feel like it is my fault...where do I go now?
If I drank alone, I would totally feel like an alcoholic...
~Jo