Hmmm...
I am tired and want to clean my apartment but just cant muster up enough energy...maybe during the week when I am not working...I have this fear of being in the middle of scrubbing the floor and the phone ringing...then I have to drop everything and go on a call...I would rather clean when I can devout 4 hours straight with no interruptions or distractions...plus I dont really have a midterm week...they are kinda dispersed...I failed (or at least feel like I failed) my Hmong midterm, my Embalming Theory midterm is on Tuesday and my Business Law Midterm is a week from Thursday, I dont have one in Organization and Management of Funeral Service, just an endless array of projects and reflective essays...*sigh* I just need to clean the apartment, I havent done a hardcore cleaning since the day before school...that is like what? Two months or so...it is time to scrub down eveyrthing again...plus I will feel happy when I come home and say to myself "Is this where I live?" Yes...next week perhaps Wednesday I will clean :) ANd then I will reward myself with a bowl...
Toui comes home today!!! I dont know what time but hopefully soon! I miss him and am lonely and want to give it to him baby...uh huh uh huh :) It's funny how I miss him so much when he has only been gone for three days...but I guess I am just used to seeing him everyday...I am by no means so lonely I cant function...more just bored...usually he hangs out with me on my weekends on call since I cannot leave the building...And if he isnt here George is but George has been gone all weekend too...oh well...It gave me an excuse to walk around my apartment in my robe and watch movies all day Saturday...I watched...when a stranger calls, white noise, girl interrupted and A walk to remember...good times...perhaps I will go look at George's movie collection again and pick out something else...
Well I am off to do dishes, strip the bed and relax.
Toui comes home today!!! I dont know what time but hopefully soon! I miss him and am lonely and want to give it to him baby...uh huh uh huh :) It's funny how I miss him so much when he has only been gone for three days...but I guess I am just used to seeing him everyday...I am by no means so lonely I cant function...more just bored...usually he hangs out with me on my weekends on call since I cannot leave the building...And if he isnt here George is but George has been gone all weekend too...oh well...It gave me an excuse to walk around my apartment in my robe and watch movies all day Saturday...I watched...when a stranger calls, white noise, girl interrupted and A walk to remember...good times...perhaps I will go look at George's movie collection again and pick out something else...
Well I am off to do dishes, strip the bed and relax.