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I went prom dress shopping with Sara today. Here's a hint. Never go dress shopping with a size zero. Ever. But, it was fine. I found a great dress at David's Bridal, but it wasn't in my size (well, it was fine except for one place...). And Sara found a great yellow dress, but it cost mucho money. To the tune of 292 dollars. At least the one I liked was more than half that.
Been playing the Sims sooo much. Not healthy.
Went to Ashlee Simpson concert w/ Lani and her free tickets last night. Now, I didn't know a single song and I couldn't really sing along or dance like everybody else there, but it was pretty cool. Good energy from everyone. Except for the obnoxious girls in front of us who kept hitting us with their braids.
So, to the meat of it: I'm probably not going to college next year. I mean, I got into some of the places I could see myself in, but I don't think I'd be happy. I really need a change of location to grow the way I know I need to. And college isn't it. Yet. I mean, I want to take a year off and do something, but I will go to college. Education is really important to me. But I need to be out living for a bit instead of preparing to live. So, I'm looking into either doing some sort of humanitarian thing (too young for Peace Corps) or maybe doing this year in Israel thing. I need to change my situation before I go to college, though, or I'm afraid I'll implode. But this isn't that huge a deal. I mean, I'm so young for my grade anyway. It means I'll start college as an 18 year-old instead of 17 year-old. I'm also looking into this school that is really famous for starting young writers, but it's a bit expensive. I have some great options.
Yeah, so some major soul-searching has been happening. I thought it would be a suprise to my parents to know that I am so unhappy with the way I'm living, but apparently I am not as guarded as I'd like to think. Which is good. Cause I think I might be too good at it.
In addition, I'm doing the normal stressing over prom, graduation and... BEACH WEEK, BABY!!! God, that is going to be awesome. "We're going to ruin our livers... and our reputations!"
I'm out,
Molly
Been playing the Sims sooo much. Not healthy.
Went to Ashlee Simpson concert w/ Lani and her free tickets last night. Now, I didn't know a single song and I couldn't really sing along or dance like everybody else there, but it was pretty cool. Good energy from everyone. Except for the obnoxious girls in front of us who kept hitting us with their braids.
So, to the meat of it: I'm probably not going to college next year. I mean, I got into some of the places I could see myself in, but I don't think I'd be happy. I really need a change of location to grow the way I know I need to. And college isn't it. Yet. I mean, I want to take a year off and do something, but I will go to college. Education is really important to me. But I need to be out living for a bit instead of preparing to live. So, I'm looking into either doing some sort of humanitarian thing (too young for Peace Corps) or maybe doing this year in Israel thing. I need to change my situation before I go to college, though, or I'm afraid I'll implode. But this isn't that huge a deal. I mean, I'm so young for my grade anyway. It means I'll start college as an 18 year-old instead of 17 year-old. I'm also looking into this school that is really famous for starting young writers, but it's a bit expensive. I have some great options.
Yeah, so some major soul-searching has been happening. I thought it would be a suprise to my parents to know that I am so unhappy with the way I'm living, but apparently I am not as guarded as I'd like to think. Which is good. Cause I think I might be too good at it.
In addition, I'm doing the normal stressing over prom, graduation and... BEACH WEEK, BABY!!! God, that is going to be awesome. "We're going to ruin our livers... and our reputations!"
I'm out,
Molly