Feb 02, 2005 22:10
Okay, so I saw Beauty and the Beast and not My Fair Lady, but all the same I feel like dancing and that particular song is stuck in my head!!!! For starters, the whole quest to find me a prom date to replace the beloved possessive Brett so I won't be stuck with ____&____ has taken an interesting turn. Matt has a thing for someone else, which by all means is fine.. I don't even know the kid, but the "twins" were kinda looking forward to that hookup.. Westley sees me as his lil consultant to woo other girls which is fine. A little unnerving but fine. The lyrics in this song, kinda suit me and how i feel half the time... especially the underlined lyrics
Clear my eyes it's the morning after. Did I fall in love, or did I find disaster? Take a second just to breathe, I pick my heart up off my sleeve, yea
There he goes and I know he knows by the way he eased out on his tippy toes. Skip the breakfast, tea for two. We made no plans to rendeavous
Someone for everyone but no one for me, Constantly searching for the love I need to
Build my world around, around. I'll be the lonely one until I find someone. The one I build my world around, around. So bring the arms of love until I find the one. The one I build my world...
Lazy days, I'm in a hazy phase of watching countless ways in which my life goes crazy. Foolishness to blame, still it pains me all the same
Empty faces with empty gazes in a race of change. I'm losing faith in my pace. Trying to keep my feet before I fall
I'm on this endless road with nothing to see. Constantly searching for the love I need to
Build my world around, around. I'll be the lonely one until I find the one. The one I build my world around, around. So bring the arms of love until I find the one
The one I build my world
That's the song... aint it purdy! anyhoo.. I mean, i know i'm emphasizing on prom but prom is the next thing that i think a guy would be more appropriate to attend with... Ya friends are fun and all and i love them to death but when 95% of them are in a relationship and slow songs and mushy looks of affection are given out to everyone but you, u feel plagued. But maybe that's just me.. ON THE BRIGHT SIDE... well we shall see.. after Beauty and the Beast, Hannah and Tremain (sp?) decided to umm "give me a gift". a guy that i've thought was hot since oh the first day of school was a character in the play and um to make a short story shorter, i got an autograph and a cell number at my leisure to call.. I don't know if it was out of suprise, weirded-out-ness, or "interest" (yes i put that in quotes, leave me alone) but i have his number.. I don't know if i should call.. I've only said 3 sentences to the guy in the past 7 months (one which includes, "ya ur cute, I'll be honest") so i don't know.. ahhh! DUDE ben gave me an evil look tonight and i dont know why.. AHHH David knows who I am!!!!! LOL... I sound boy crazy and i apologize, its just I feel left out when it comes to guys after my friends indirectly throwing it in my face that I'm single so when things happen with a guy I get a tad bit excited even if its miniscule. I dunno but I'm gone for the night.. Need to sleep!!!!! night all