growing up is not easy.
i think it comes to different people at different stages in life, and people grow up on their own terms in some sense and in their own time... some faster than others, some slower. i don't expect people to understand, and i certainly don't expect people to be presumptuous. i definitely do not expect people to think i owe them an explanation as to my whereabouts, what i do or why i do those things. i understand that i don't always do everything the best way, but i am trying to make it the best i can. isn't the journey different for everyone, after all?