Apr 18, 2010 23:23
How long does it take to adjust to being single? Seriously? Can anyone give me a time frame? The past few weeks have been hell on me, I don't know if its because I'm less busy with school wrapping up or its the fact that its finally getting nicer outside so I am getting stir crazy or if its just me being my usual indecisive, always second guessing self, but frankly I'm sick of it. The weekends are the worse. But last week I had a total breakdown when I was talking to my friend Jamie. COMPLETE. MELTDOWN. That hasn't happened in MONTHS - At least since 2009. I just want this feeling to go away. I need a distraction or something. I'm ready for summer. In 3 weeks I'm headed to Marco Island where I can lounge on the beach for 8 beautiful days and do nothing but read my books, shop with grandma and embarrass myself with a couple of rounds of golf. I'm not sure where I'm going to move after that.. I'm trying to get a job on Mackinac just to get away from everything and have some fun this summer, but who knows, that might not even work out. I'm tired of apartment hunting, I just want it to be over so I can get settled and not have to worry about anything. Agh. I'm going to stop. I'm in "a mood".