mmm Fabulous!
I met someone fabulous. He's a huge music fan, loves baseball, is smart, has a real job and is in Bloomington. We talked for an hour tonight and I was completely sold. We'll see how this plays out, he knows I'm going to Ireland in two weeks so he knows at the moment I'm not open for anything other than friendship, but he is definitely a damn cool guy. Reminds me of someone...can't put my finger on exactly who though :) He's got a sarcastic sense of humor and rather eclectic taste in music that I dig.
I had a heart to heart with a friend yesterday that really put my mind to rest, stung a little but was stuff I needed to hear and I definitely felt a ton better afterwards. I'd been totally going insane over that stuff and it was making me physically sick. I care a ton about them but definitely needed to clarify where I stood. Glad it happened. I couldn't eat all weekend because of it, just had the convo last night walked back in the house and finally felt like I had an appetite again so I knew I was ok with it all right then.
My girls team has their sectional game tomorrow, thank god the season is one day from being over, hahaha. I'm going to be up all night, I drank 4 coffee's at my brother's sectional game, which they won. Ok maybe not my eyes are starting to feel heavy. I am supposed to get up really early tomorrow to workout because I may not have time after the game to get there before the gym closes. I ran at our soccer practice today and whooped up on my team when we scrimmaged. I can't wait to get back to Bloomington and play intramural soccer, gonna rock the soccer field.
Yah know what else... I'm at my lightest weight since frosh year of h.s. I fit in my prom dress and my homecoming dress from sophomore year. Talk about damn! I'm down to 165, and that means only 10 more lbs till I hit my goal. If I get to 155 by the time I move back to Bloomington, hmmm what will I get myself... a new pair of jeans and a bathing suit. A really hot one that shows of my newly smaller ass and tummy. I need to work on my ever present thunder thighs. Gotta do something about those puppies. Ahhh I got it, if I hit 155 by January 9th I'll buy myself an hour massage. That would rock my world. Ok massage, jeans, and a bathing suit. And a boyfriend. I'm fabulous and make an awesome girlfriend, my brownies are to die for and I love to make them for special people.
I don't need a boyfriend by any means...hmmm but I'm kinda tired of being perpetually single. It's just I'm not fulfilled by the meaningless brief relationships I've had, they were fun, I knew they didn't mean much so I didn't put much into them, except for one that I thought was but really wasn't but thats been cleared up so I'm good. But I mean like Drew, ok that was just hmm for fun. Nick, charity. Ok thats not nice, but so true, anything after that first date was because I felt bad never speaking to him again so quickly. Justin, for company. The Russian was hot but come on we all knew that wasn't anything serious. No one I've dated recently has been seriously, like, where I've been like wow I hope this lasts. LOL cuz I knew none were going to last more than a couple weeks. Having someone to talk to on the phone is nice, someone to cuddle with is nice, someone to do nice things for is nice, I'm just a nurturing person in general that really enjoys having someone to feel like I can take care of or be there for. Having a boyfriend that adores me would be nice. I'm amazing damn it. We'll see, maybe the Irish boys will appreciate my awesomeness. I'm going to fall in love with the first one with a hot accent I swear.
I had a heart to heart with a friend yesterday that really put my mind to rest, stung a little but was stuff I needed to hear and I definitely felt a ton better afterwards. I'd been totally going insane over that stuff and it was making me physically sick. I care a ton about them but definitely needed to clarify where I stood. Glad it happened. I couldn't eat all weekend because of it, just had the convo last night walked back in the house and finally felt like I had an appetite again so I knew I was ok with it all right then.
My girls team has their sectional game tomorrow, thank god the season is one day from being over, hahaha. I'm going to be up all night, I drank 4 coffee's at my brother's sectional game, which they won. Ok maybe not my eyes are starting to feel heavy. I am supposed to get up really early tomorrow to workout because I may not have time after the game to get there before the gym closes. I ran at our soccer practice today and whooped up on my team when we scrimmaged. I can't wait to get back to Bloomington and play intramural soccer, gonna rock the soccer field.
Yah know what else... I'm at my lightest weight since frosh year of h.s. I fit in my prom dress and my homecoming dress from sophomore year. Talk about damn! I'm down to 165, and that means only 10 more lbs till I hit my goal. If I get to 155 by the time I move back to Bloomington, hmmm what will I get myself... a new pair of jeans and a bathing suit. A really hot one that shows of my newly smaller ass and tummy. I need to work on my ever present thunder thighs. Gotta do something about those puppies. Ahhh I got it, if I hit 155 by January 9th I'll buy myself an hour massage. That would rock my world. Ok massage, jeans, and a bathing suit. And a boyfriend. I'm fabulous and make an awesome girlfriend, my brownies are to die for and I love to make them for special people.
I don't need a boyfriend by any means...hmmm but I'm kinda tired of being perpetually single. It's just I'm not fulfilled by the meaningless brief relationships I've had, they were fun, I knew they didn't mean much so I didn't put much into them, except for one that I thought was but really wasn't but thats been cleared up so I'm good. But I mean like Drew, ok that was just hmm for fun. Nick, charity. Ok thats not nice, but so true, anything after that first date was because I felt bad never speaking to him again so quickly. Justin, for company. The Russian was hot but come on we all knew that wasn't anything serious. No one I've dated recently has been seriously, like, where I've been like wow I hope this lasts. LOL cuz I knew none were going to last more than a couple weeks. Having someone to talk to on the phone is nice, someone to cuddle with is nice, someone to do nice things for is nice, I'm just a nurturing person in general that really enjoys having someone to feel like I can take care of or be there for. Having a boyfriend that adores me would be nice. I'm amazing damn it. We'll see, maybe the Irish boys will appreciate my awesomeness. I'm going to fall in love with the first one with a hot accent I swear.