Ruin my New Years some more yeah?
I really hate it when you plan something with someone, and then at the last minute they go do something with someone else. What I hate even more, is when it leaves you with nothing to do, and even more then that, is that the person that did this to me, I happen to love, and they feel ABSOLOUTELY NOTHING FOR ME!
Oh my god, am I fucked up or what, how stupid can I get, loving someone who doesnt actually give a shit about me ay. Talk about thick headed, someone bring me a power drill so I can drill a hole in my temple and bore out my pathetic soul.
And this person says to me all the time "I dont want to upset you, I cant bear the thought of you being sad any more" So much for that, I was crying all night on new years, and to make shit worse, i went to bed at 11. They stayed on the net with me for a bit at like 8pm and were all like "Im so shakey and scared that your upset" Lol, what the fuck? OF COURSE IM UPSET, YOU DITCHED SOMEONE YOU SUPPOSEDLY LOVE, THATS RIGHT!!! LOVE FOR SOME FUCKING RANDOM POOFTA.
And yes im angry, but im just raging, I think my rage would most likely diminish once this person actually talks to me propperly, instead of being a sleepy head. Sigh. Why do I get into these messes.
Oh my god, am I fucked up or what, how stupid can I get, loving someone who doesnt actually give a shit about me ay. Talk about thick headed, someone bring me a power drill so I can drill a hole in my temple and bore out my pathetic soul.
And this person says to me all the time "I dont want to upset you, I cant bear the thought of you being sad any more" So much for that, I was crying all night on new years, and to make shit worse, i went to bed at 11. They stayed on the net with me for a bit at like 8pm and were all like "Im so shakey and scared that your upset" Lol, what the fuck? OF COURSE IM UPSET, YOU DITCHED SOMEONE YOU SUPPOSEDLY LOVE, THATS RIGHT!!! LOVE FOR SOME FUCKING RANDOM POOFTA.
And yes im angry, but im just raging, I think my rage would most likely diminish once this person actually talks to me propperly, instead of being a sleepy head. Sigh. Why do I get into these messes.