Jun 03, 2005 19:41
I had a dream about people I know last night. Some new friends and john too... we ran away from something to find shelter- we ended up in some large castle like dwelling- but without the castle. Also I dreamed of this girl I know. She had new tatoos all over her body, her face- a bold, bold thing with bold big colors. Oddly enough it seemed to have instilled in her what she lacks. She was more self assured and happy then I have ever seen her in life. This brings me to tears nearly- as her smile in my dreams was most bright and beautiful- like a siren or an angel. I'm not sure if she will ever be this way in life.
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Marci-do not think badly of me for not coming over tonight. I might not be the best of company. I'm a little tired. What are you doing tomorrow? (I have tomorrow off)
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It gets a little foggy from here
when looking back
I look forward and I become blind
coming at me from all sides
I dream of knowing what I ought
instead wishes of life errupt
and from them a realization
of only myself
I am most happy
living in the moment.