Considering...
Considering I am in a much better mood than sunday night I can now write about my weekend. FRIDAY: Girls Night out was AWESOME...I know I kinda betrayed the "girls night out" part at first, but later it was better :-). I had lots of fun bonding w/u guys!!! Saturday Danni and I didnt' do much of anything except chill...and color. :-) we were going to go ride but Cody took forever getting off work....:-) and I really didn't feel like it anyway...so its all good. Then Joseph and Danni went to the movies and Cody and I went to eat, but I felt sick so I really didn't eat all my food...oh well. I wanted to go camping but I couldn't convince danni and joseph to go, but after a beer cody said he'd go. so we went camping (shhh ...parents definately don't know...)
I am a "lightweight" as everyone knows :-) and I drank my girly Bicardi Silver 0 3's and was gone in no time-not completely but a good bit... :-) sad but oh well. And then Cody and I had a really good conversation that I remember most of it, its just I thought it could have been a dream so I asked Joseph to find out what I thought we talked about was not in my imagination, instead of just asking Cody, I'm a dork. Even though of course Joseph told Cody that I asked. :-/ turd...anyway... I REALLY like Cody more than I should! I told myself no more attatchments! like my ring tone u hear sometimes "I'm through with it love, I'm finally giving it up..." yea that. well i dont know who's heard me say this besides nikki and nicole, but "i'm in like!" :) ... ."gay" i know :-) but it feels good to have this feeling again!!!
BUT People keep saying things to me about him, people who know about his past. I've been preparing myself to ignore them, but its still tough sometimes. Like I trusted Dan cause we talk all the time and shit, but he freaking told everyone on our shift he'd been to jail....:-/asshole. and threatening to tell Harry, he never would, but telling other ppl, they talk. pissed me off they played a VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MEAN trick on me last night. I was about to take up smoking! which i hate by the way.I dont' even want to type it all. But it had to do w/him. It was just wrong. I've heard about it all night at work. SIGH. rough stuff. But i'm prepared to deal w/it cause i really like him. I get the stupid goofy giggly feeling and i'm actually happy...so.. there ya go.
Sunday rode jetski's watched cody be drunk and tired. got in trouble for not going to church. anyway. umm sorta grounded. worked. now today is a new day....who knows. well maybe i'll write more crap later. tired. about to go to school :-( pooh on that shit... got to quit cussing!!!got to go back to church...just got to find one.... peace out!
I am a "lightweight" as everyone knows :-) and I drank my girly Bicardi Silver 0 3's and was gone in no time-not completely but a good bit... :-) sad but oh well. And then Cody and I had a really good conversation that I remember most of it, its just I thought it could have been a dream so I asked Joseph to find out what I thought we talked about was not in my imagination, instead of just asking Cody, I'm a dork. Even though of course Joseph told Cody that I asked. :-/ turd...anyway... I REALLY like Cody more than I should! I told myself no more attatchments! like my ring tone u hear sometimes "I'm through with it love, I'm finally giving it up..." yea that. well i dont know who's heard me say this besides nikki and nicole, but "i'm in like!" :) ... ."gay" i know :-) but it feels good to have this feeling again!!!
BUT People keep saying things to me about him, people who know about his past. I've been preparing myself to ignore them, but its still tough sometimes. Like I trusted Dan cause we talk all the time and shit, but he freaking told everyone on our shift he'd been to jail....:-/asshole. and threatening to tell Harry, he never would, but telling other ppl, they talk. pissed me off they played a VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MEAN trick on me last night. I was about to take up smoking! which i hate by the way.I dont' even want to type it all. But it had to do w/him. It was just wrong. I've heard about it all night at work. SIGH. rough stuff. But i'm prepared to deal w/it cause i really like him. I get the stupid goofy giggly feeling and i'm actually happy...so.. there ya go.
Sunday rode jetski's watched cody be drunk and tired. got in trouble for not going to church. anyway. umm sorta grounded. worked. now today is a new day....who knows. well maybe i'll write more crap later. tired. about to go to school :-( pooh on that shit... got to quit cussing!!!got to go back to church...just got to find one.... peace out!