long time no see....
a lot has been going on lately but I have not been able to write anything. i hate AOL and our home telephone line and my gay cell phone. i think that's all for now :-)... sooo lets see. lets start w/friday....: it was great. as soon as i got off work w/ very little sleep all week nikki and nic picked me up from work adn we headed to agusta!!! yes! i kept falling asleep i was sooooooooo tired! and then we went to the game went to wild wings and went to the hotel in which yenell wanted some booty from nikki. too bad he can't understand english...lol "not here in rome, in miami, no here..." lol. >ahh man!<....ahh memories.. then spending an hour or so in arthur's hotel room who is the hottest ball player! *sigh* lets see...mmmm... then getting hardly any sleep, driving back,
then going to see a FRAPPIN AWESOME concert!!! yes! crossfade, seether, and chevelle. i've never had so many ppls sweat all over me....ewww... crowd surfing not cool, mosh pits scary. music GREAT, becoming closer w/ur friends PRICELESS(thought i'd add that in). I was really glad that i got to spend time w/everybody. it was awesome. as i've told beth several times, i really thought that guy was going to trample her and it scared me to death. its very rare that my heart jumps b/c some one else is in danger. it was a very scary feeling. love u guys!
Shea's party was ....mmm interesting. I wish I would not have drank that much. I just wanted to be tipsy and not shitfaced and embarassed myself that much. Sorry for anyone I offended or said stupid stuff to. My bad! didn't mean it. tipsy me would be fine, drunk me annoying. I like taking shots of tequila. should have done like 2 and been good the rest of the night. sigh. i'm a lightweight what can i say? woke up at 8:33 supposed to be at work at 8, arrived still drunk/maybe hangover, don't really know at 9:30. rough day. lunch w/danni and scott. then i hung out w/shea, then pool party at belinda's. players and megan(girlfriend of player) drunk. hilarous. felt like shit all day. sleep. monday i started my new job at the jail. i was so nervous. before going in i went to shea's to tell him bye. got to spend like 30 minutes w/him then had to go. I LOVE HIM TO DEATH. He's my best friend. I miss him already. I cried and told him I loved him. He said he loved me too :-) (first time i've heard that.) I mean, what happens if he gets sent to iraq and gets killed? what am i supposed to do w/out my shea telling me i'm going to hell? i mean really? so my sadness continues.
i was really nervous but fit right in w/the ppl working at the jail right away. that's very important if you dont' like ur coworkers where does that leave u? i could joke around w/them and everything. i'm usually really uptight when somewhere new, but not there. I was SOOO SCARED to go into the pods w/the inmates, but i am getting better. they are ppl just like us, but still watch ur back. i can tell ya'll some of the minimal stories i have so far in person. too much to describe right now. but i've already seen way too much nappy old women boobs and ass.. .. eww.. first strip search today. (going to have night mares) i have to get up for work at 5:30 leave at 6:15 and arrive around 6:30 to 6:45. and work till 7. i'm exhausted and need sleep. i'm off this weekend from kmart and the jail !!! yea!!!!!
the one problem i've been having that makes me burst into tears at random times hasn't been that bad b/c ive been so busy since last friday. but this weekend will be hard with no work. i need somethign to occupy my time, got to go see dash... and who knows what else tomorrow will bring.... well nights! loves!
then going to see a FRAPPIN AWESOME concert!!! yes! crossfade, seether, and chevelle. i've never had so many ppls sweat all over me....ewww... crowd surfing not cool, mosh pits scary. music GREAT, becoming closer w/ur friends PRICELESS(thought i'd add that in). I was really glad that i got to spend time w/everybody. it was awesome. as i've told beth several times, i really thought that guy was going to trample her and it scared me to death. its very rare that my heart jumps b/c some one else is in danger. it was a very scary feeling. love u guys!
Shea's party was ....mmm interesting. I wish I would not have drank that much. I just wanted to be tipsy and not shitfaced and embarassed myself that much. Sorry for anyone I offended or said stupid stuff to. My bad! didn't mean it. tipsy me would be fine, drunk me annoying. I like taking shots of tequila. should have done like 2 and been good the rest of the night. sigh. i'm a lightweight what can i say? woke up at 8:33 supposed to be at work at 8, arrived still drunk/maybe hangover, don't really know at 9:30. rough day. lunch w/danni and scott. then i hung out w/shea, then pool party at belinda's. players and megan(girlfriend of player) drunk. hilarous. felt like shit all day. sleep. monday i started my new job at the jail. i was so nervous. before going in i went to shea's to tell him bye. got to spend like 30 minutes w/him then had to go. I LOVE HIM TO DEATH. He's my best friend. I miss him already. I cried and told him I loved him. He said he loved me too :-) (first time i've heard that.) I mean, what happens if he gets sent to iraq and gets killed? what am i supposed to do w/out my shea telling me i'm going to hell? i mean really? so my sadness continues.
i was really nervous but fit right in w/the ppl working at the jail right away. that's very important if you dont' like ur coworkers where does that leave u? i could joke around w/them and everything. i'm usually really uptight when somewhere new, but not there. I was SOOO SCARED to go into the pods w/the inmates, but i am getting better. they are ppl just like us, but still watch ur back. i can tell ya'll some of the minimal stories i have so far in person. too much to describe right now. but i've already seen way too much nappy old women boobs and ass.. .. eww.. first strip search today. (going to have night mares) i have to get up for work at 5:30 leave at 6:15 and arrive around 6:30 to 6:45. and work till 7. i'm exhausted and need sleep. i'm off this weekend from kmart and the jail !!! yea!!!!!
the one problem i've been having that makes me burst into tears at random times hasn't been that bad b/c ive been so busy since last friday. but this weekend will be hard with no work. i need somethign to occupy my time, got to go see dash... and who knows what else tomorrow will bring.... well nights! loves!