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frank is asleep and neville is back at school and the troupe of visitors marching in and out is finally gone
well not finally, it was so lovely seeing some of you but the healers and mediwitches brought in a lot of people to poke and prod frankie and i and i dont like being stared at much less being poked.
i still dont remember a lot of what happened and they are not telling us much still, just that its been 15 years since whatever happened happened. they say it happened on a thursday and i can remember everything up to wednesday but not past that and it is a bit maddening because i want to know what happened to me i mean i think i have a right to know
you know you dont think of fifteen years being that long of a time until you wonder where your baby is and a nearly grown man walks into the room. i think i wish more than anything that i couldve seen all the inbetweens of the baby and the man but at least i get to see the man and oh that makes up for everything else. all of it.
i wish they would just let frankie and i leave so we could get on with things but i dont know where we would go
well not finally, it was so lovely seeing some of you but the healers and mediwitches brought in a lot of people to poke and prod frankie and i and i dont like being stared at much less being poked.
i still dont remember a lot of what happened and they are not telling us much still, just that its been 15 years since whatever happened happened. they say it happened on a thursday and i can remember everything up to wednesday but not past that and it is a bit maddening because i want to know what happened to me i mean i think i have a right to know
you know you dont think of fifteen years being that long of a time until you wonder where your baby is and a nearly grown man walks into the room. i think i wish more than anything that i couldve seen all the inbetweens of the baby and the man but at least i get to see the man and oh that makes up for everything else. all of it.
i wish they would just let frankie and i leave so we could get on with things but i dont know where we would go