What's wrong with me?

[movincheese]

Sometimes things are just too much to bear..makes me kinda lose my sanity..hate this kind of feelin..i remember havin this same kind of feelin back in Singapore bt a year ago..u just can't lift ur spirits up,no matter what..u just dun feel like doin anything except cryin..but when u are asked what's wrong, u can't identify the exact problem..u just feel really really down, sad and depressed..

20 more days and i will be back in Singapore..excited? i dunno..initially i was..but as the day approaches, kinda havin fear of goin back..perhaps fear of facin a particular outcome..

What's wrong with me?