"I make belive that u are here, that's the only way I see clear"
Driving in my car listening to the music, it's now that I relate 2 the lyrics that makes me realize just how much I've grown. I swear I could have written some of them, the pain from the song feels so much like my own.
So much I wanted and needed to say to you, you never would have heard though. I'm trying 2 learn from my experiences but I can't help but grow bitter.
I find myself smiling the hardest I ever have when I think of our most intimate moments, I also see the verge of tears I come 2 when I think of ur true colors.
You made your choice, I'll come out stronger in the end. I lay in bed thinking of you, wondering if your okay, does it even matter? I wait 4 a phone call that will never come, I wonder how long has it been since u let someone in? The hardest thing is knowing that after all of that, I'm not your remedy....
So much I wanted and needed to say to you, you never would have heard though. I'm trying 2 learn from my experiences but I can't help but grow bitter.
I find myself smiling the hardest I ever have when I think of our most intimate moments, I also see the verge of tears I come 2 when I think of ur true colors.
You made your choice, I'll come out stronger in the end. I lay in bed thinking of you, wondering if your okay, does it even matter? I wait 4 a phone call that will never come, I wonder how long has it been since u let someone in? The hardest thing is knowing that after all of that, I'm not your remedy....